Weakness vs. Feelings: A Story Pt. 2

Weakness vs. Feelings: A Story Pt. 1

I don’t know how to do this though.

I’ve come to the end of my “enlightened” rope. Now I’m on the “heathen” rope. And though it feels familiar, I don’t want to be here.

********* breathe *********

I don’t know how long he’ll allow there to be silence before he starts talking and I’m lost again.

…

… Is he truly ruining me? Is that what’s really happening?

I question my thoughts. The ones that continually want to point to him to blame.

I keep breathing too.

This all helps.

“I’m sorry.” He speaks.

This calms me. For the first time, there’s a softness in his eyes. It seems to last forever.

(To be cont’d)

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