Weakness vs. Feelings: A Story Pt. 2

Weakness vs. Feelings: A Story Pt. 1

I don’t know how to do this though.

I’ve come to the end of my “enlightened” rope. Now I’m on the “heathen” rope. And though it feels familiar, I don’t want to be here.

********* breathe *********

I don’t know how long he’ll allow there to be silence before he starts talking and I’m lost again.

… Is he truly ruining me? Is that what’s really happening?

I question my thoughts. The ones that continually want to point to him to blame.

I keep breathing too.

This all helps.

“I’m sorry.” He speaks.

This calms me. For the first time, there’s a softness in his eyes. It seems to last forever.

(To be cont’d)

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I like to consider myself fierce bliss, because I wholeheartedly support the revolution and evolution of all people to their truest bliss. It's not about ridiculous happiness in a false front. It is about a connection to your heart in a way that honors your truest self. Every day, n my own life, I seek grace and find it... in everything and everyone. Bliss is a possibility for us all. I'm here as myself, to share my story. If anyone finds themselves reflected in my journey from Depression, they are welcome to whatever benefit it brings. We all need a little embrace, and I'm here in love and in bliss.

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