I don’t know how to do this though.
I’ve come to the end of my “enlightened” rope. Now I’m on the “heathen” rope. And though it feels familiar, I don’t want to be here.
********* breathe *********
I don’t know how long he’ll allow there to be silence before he starts talking and I’m lost again.
… Is he truly ruining me? Is that what’s really happening?
I question my thoughts. The ones that continually want to point to him to blame.
I keep breathing too.
This all helps.
“I’m sorry.” He speaks.
This calms me. For the first time, there’s a softness in his eyes. It seems to last forever.
(To be cont’d)
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